~Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha~

Atau Hari Raya Qurban... 

Pengorbanan... apa yang anda korbankan untuk diri anda sendiri atau orang di sekeliling anda?

Apa jua bentuk pengorbanan yang dilakukan... diharapkan agar ia mendapat keredhaan dan keberkatanNya...

~nota pada 28/10/2008~

-the grass always looks greener on the other side-

As wat people always said...but i don't wanna envy THAT grass anymore, Make a step further, and i found tis..something which i supposed to do looooooong ago. It's never too late. U can always visit and choose wat u like..it's all on your imagination............


Bon apetite!

~nota pada 11/02/2007~

Tahun baru datang lagi! Yei! Usia pun bertambah satu angka...but for me, age is just a number... no big deal! Agak terlambat utk aku mengucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru, kan... hehehe... Sejak akhir-akhir ini masa terlalu menuntut kehidupan aku. Apa agaknya yang menanti di tahun baru ni? Kita imbas semula apa yang telah dilalui tahun lalu..................................................................

2006 - Alhamdulillah, tahun yang aku tinggalkan tidaklah begitu payah untuk dilalui. Meski pada awalnya terlalu banyak dugaan yang perlu aku tempuh, terutama kerjaya dan kehidupan peribadi. Tapi berkat kesungguhan diri sendiri untuk melupakan apa yang berlaku, aku berjaya menempuhnya. Hanya kerana aku percaya, Tuhan itu tidak akan menguji kita sekiranya kita tak mampu menempuhinya. Selepas bangkit drpd kepayahan, sedikit demi sedikit langkah mengorak ke hadapan. Sekaligus merubah hidup yang sedang aku sendiri tak menyangka ia akan berlaku. Sbg penulis skrip/wartawan penyiaran bebas, aku bebas berkarya... dalam apa jua bentuk penulisan, termasuk dokumentari, majalah, travelogue, ehwal semasa, teknologi, video korporat, dll... Kecuali, drama/filem...memang aku surrender. Rasanya ia menuntut imaginasi yang terlalu tinggi... walaupun pd dasarnya aku gemar berimaginasi. Ok, aku tinggalkan 2006 dgn harapan thn baru ini akan menjadi lebih baik. Bukankah berfikiran positif itu menjadikan minda kita lebih terbuka?

2007 - Aku tempuh dgn keyakinan dan azam yg lebih kukuh. Doaku tidak pernah putus, mengharapkan segala yang aku lakukan memperoleh kebaikan dan kejayaan. Pernah seorang teman mengirim khabar dgn kata-kata, "Bangsa sendiri tak pandai nak menilai kebolehan anak bangsa. Tahniah. Kau dah maju selangkah lagi," Ye, saat menerima sms itu, kaki berpijak di bumi Singapura, selepas 2 minggu menghasilkan karya bersama seorang teman[?] di Kota Singa ini. Kami pulang ke Kuala Lumpur utk jangkamasa yg amat singkat, sekadar melunaskan perkara-perkara penting yg telah tertinggal hampir sekian lama... selain melepaskan rindu bersama mama dan ayah. Kaki melangkah ke Kota Singa sekali lagi utk beberapa waktu sehingga karya selesai dilaksanakan.

Tuah dan rezeki tidak datang bergolek... kerana kami yakin selama ini kami berusaha sedaya upaya memajukan diri masing-masing dan inilah hasilnya. Jika 2006 menyaksikan karya aku bersiaran di kaca tv Brunei, kali ini di tv Singapura. Sesuatu yg tidak pernah aku impikan walaupun selama ini aku sering bermimpikan yg indah-indah menyelimuti hidup aku. Peluang yg dtg saat kesedihan menyelubungi jiwa, tidak aku lepaskan. Niat awal sekadar mengiringi teman dan menunjuk selok-belok perjlnan di kota Singa... rupa-rupanya rezeki terbentang di depan mata. Lalu, aku dan dia terus sama-sama gagah mengorak langkah  dan percaya segala yg berlaku mmg ada hikmahnya. 

Ayah dan mama pernah kata, "Doa orang teraniaya, termakbul." Ye, aku pegang kata-kata itu utk mengelak diri terus kecundang dgn perasaan sedih itu. Bukankah Allah itu adil? 

Aku tak perlu merafak sembah pd insan lain, semata-mata utk terus kekal di situ dan aku tak perlu gentar dgn manusia biasa lain. Sebabnya, aku percaya dgn kebolehan dan bakat aku sendiri... dan yg penting, Allah sentiasa berada di sisi, apa yg perlu aku risaukan? Dia lebih tahu.
Syukur, alhamdulillah... tak henti-henti hati bermunajat, mengucap syukur dgn apa yg diberi-Nya.

Nasihat aku pd teman-teman (kalau boleh dipanggil nasihatlah) Terimalah apa yg berlaku dlm kehidupan kita dgn hati yg terbuka. Setiap insan dianugerahi rezeki masing-masing, yg berbeda... Ucaplah syukur. Jangan sampai menyakitkan hati dan perasaan org lain semata-mata utk memuaskan kehendak sendiri. Kerana... apa yg kita buat pd org lain akan terkena pd batang hidung sendiri.. What goes around comes around... till then.

- salam dari Kota Singa

~nota pada 17/11/2006~

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
                      I love you, Sorry and Help me
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.

~nota pada 17/08/2006~

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.

If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition or spirit to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.

He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat You any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.

If something bothers you,speak up.

Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man.

If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending... compromise is a two Way street.

You need time to heal between relationships... there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, And you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. Isn't this TRUE!!!!!

Never move into his mother's house.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.

Keep him in your radar but get to know others.